Anyone still here??

It's been almost a year since my last post!

In that year so much has happened!  Including harpers first brithday!  She is one!  I have a one year old.

I have been following most of you all along, although I know many of you have gone private and I have not followed through with emailing you to follow your new blogs and that makes me sad.  So many of you have had or are having babies and I cannot believe it and am so very excited for you.

I found out Dr. P is leaving my fertility clinic so I squeezed in one last consult with her last week.  We are not ready to pursue treatments again yet but I wanted to get my feet in the door.  We have one frozen embryo.  Chances are definitely not as good with a frozen versus a fresh but there's no reason to worry about it now.  I am thinking of moving forward with the frozen in the fall and if it doesn't work, taking a break around the holidays and then pursuing another round of ivf come January/February although it makes me sick to even think about it.

Harper has proven to be just like her mommy this first year: intense, clingy, and knows what she wants. I went back to work after 9 months at home with her and although it has been nice for me to put some time and energy back into work I miss her like crazy, almost as much as she misses me!

I have so much more to write about but I really just wanted to reconnect.  I think of so many of you
often and miss being a part of this.  So, I'm back!